::MeEt....:::

DiEsEl

After we lost Harley we knew we wanted another Mini Dachsund. We loved Harley. She had her moments,but all in all she was a really good dog.

Well this is Diesel. He was abandoned up King Canyon here in Grace. For those of you who don't know the area, it's one of the main hunting areas here. Yes what you are thinking is right....little to NO food, wild animals, & no where to sleep. I absolutely am so pissed about it. The kid that dumped them, yes thats right again there were two dogs, is a complete puke. He is the definition to me of useless flesh. His Bro & Sis in law told him to get rid of the dogs because he wasn't taking care of them. He did.

The other one found his way home & little Diesel here was found by one of the local farmers, who turned him into the city pound. One of my moms good friends, who also has a couple mini's, was told about him & came right to my house. She had no details about the pup but told me to call the City or they would have to put him down. There was no way I could feel good about that. I talked to Trev about it, got a hold of the City worker & we made a plan to meet yesterday morning. We got there & instantly fell in love.

He is a little scarred in some places & is very very skinny, he was wandering for a week, & is a very scared little guy. He follows us everywhere we go & snuggles up to any of us the instant we sit down.

It will take a while to get him use to leashes, being outside & being alone.

Right now all the poor thing needs is a little TLC!! We are the people to do it!!!

::life lessons::

As we grow up we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to let you down PROBABLY WILL. You will have your heart BrOkEn, probably more than once, and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend, and lose friends you thought you would always have.You'll blame a new love for things that an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing to fast, and you'll eventually lose somebody you couldn't live without. So take too many pictures, laugh too much and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend angry or upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Laugh when you can. Apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change. Take chances. Tell the truth. Date someone totally wrong for you. Say no. Spend all your cash. Fall in LoVe. Get to know someone random. Be random. Say I LOVE you. Sing out loud. Laugh at a stupid joke. Cry. Tell someone how much they mean to you even if you know that it might not work out. At least they know. Let someone know what they are missing. Laugh till your stomach hurts. Live life. Kiss slowly, play hard, forgive quickly, take chances, give everything and most of all, have no regrets.
Life is too short to be anything but happy.

::aMaZiNg::

This is perfect for the way I am feeling right now!  I love love love my husband. For those of you that don't know, we met on MYSPACE.  Yes I said Myspace. Weird yes I know. That's something that crazy people do. But that crazy action I took, that night when I accepted his friend request,gave me two of THEE CUTEST little boys in this entire world. So yes I only expected this first time I met him to be a one nighter! Surprisingly we really ended up hitting it off & we were married two years later! I LOVE HIM!!                   

::BeSt FrIeNds::

Me & Makala
We were once joined at the hip. We did EVERYTHING together. We slept at each others houses on school nights, went to poky at least once a week to see boys & shop, & we would text right after we left each others house. Like I said inseperable.

My High School Drillteam
I miss dance like crazy. It used to be the only thing my life revolved around. I got to be Co-Captain with two of my friends. I loved every hard working & fun second of it.

My College Years
Kylie & I got extremely close. We did lots together! (ps I will be that skinny again someday)
My roomates in the top corner. Whit Kenz & Kristi. Oh I miss the late nights I had with them. Some insane crazy parties & some tears. Although me & Kenz were by far the closest. She dated Trevs roommate Ryan.

These Boys Are My Life
Trevor Kameron Carter & Wyatt

There is a point to this post I promise, it's not just a bunch of old & new pictures.

Lately I have been having a lot of up & down days. Some days I will get lots done around the house & other days it's hard to even get my dishes done. I decided at my 6 week check up to get on some depression medicine. I can definitely see a huge change. I was mean after I had Wyatt. Post Partum Depression hit me hard with Carter & it hit me double with Wyatt.

I look at old pictures of high school and college & I see how much I cared about myself. Now, obviously you can see through the pictures, I do not do a thing with myself. I hate getting ready, sometimes I find it pointless. I have no idea what is wrong with me.

I have seen a huge impression in Trevor while I am finding out what is happening with me, my body & my attitude. He has been there every step of the way. Dealt with me while I am onery & loved me. I thank him so much for that! I love him!!

My boys are my life.
I don't really have friends anymore. It sucks but its true. I guess thats what happens when you get married, & start your own life with your husband/wife. I have a few high school friends I still chat with every once in a while, usually only if I see them at the grocery or convenient store. Its hard to realize those people have their own lives & it just will never be the same. I sometimes wish that I could go back in time & stay "young" longer. I would never take back having my kids. I love them with EVERYTHING I have. & I love being married. We don't have the perfect life. We fight & argue, but we love each other!! I wouldn't ask for ir any other way.

::Bachelorette Monday::

Ok so to spice up my blog a little I decided to do something different a couple days...well here is
Bachelorette Monday

-Cute little intro with Rikki & life as a single mommy
-wow doesn't she look cute in the morning
-she has the same pink shirt on 2 nights in a row
-flashback with brad...he was fake anyways
-big girl panies...ha ha sounds funny
What I Think Of The MEN
Kalon...ugly,snob who has lots of money
Ryan... pro football.YUM. very cute & fit
Tony...workout freak & daddy to cute 5 yr old, was married before
what has 2 thumbs & is gonna marry Emily...this guy...(kinda lame)
Lerone...nice..
David...music writer,Emily song lame, use some other words dude
Charlie...CUTE!! sad accident that could have killed him...to me strong guy
Jef... SLC guy (imagine that) lamo skateboarder with hair like the guys in footloose or grease...
Arie...race car driver...brings back sad memories for Emily...not good
The boys are coming...
first one... Sean-blondy, cute
David- glad shes the bachelorette
Doug- hugger, has a little boy who is 11
Jackson- lifes not measured by the breaths you take...yada yada...this is one of those moments..yuck
Joe- yuck you are insane & annoying screaming EM-I-LY
Arie- cute meeting
Kyle- in awe over Emily
Chris- follow your heart be yourself advice from dad
Aaron- geek biology teacher bit hes here to have chemisrty with 3mily...seriously gag
Alessandro- your real, well no crap sherlock, talks brazilian to her...ugh
Jef- rides behind the limo on a skateboard then throws it...PUNK
Lerone- looks good all dressed up
Stevie- you are a party mc...comes up dancing..you look retarded with your boombox..& your ugly
Charlie- oh you are so cute...polite with his yes maam
Tony..the names charming, prince charming..(with a shoe) tries the shoe on..wow the things you men come up with.
Randy- coming in dressed as an old gma...seriously. & you forgot your name dude
Nate- he smells.good & hes cute
Brent- moley moley moley on his face with a name tag so she doesnt forget him
john- but his friends call him wolf..john wolf
Travis- with a huge egg in his hand its a symbol of her & rikki...he will take care of the egg thru the the journey like he would take care of them...gag me
Michael- first impression is.disgusting & gross looking
Jean-Paul- dont know anything bout her
Alejandro-she speaks spanish to him ..wow
Ryan- oh wow...hot..she thinks so too wrote on one side of paper you are beautiful the other side im so nervous...seems down to earth...LOVE HIM!
Kalon- seriously a helicopter...dude you are stupid & annoying with your hoity toity money
While they are mingling with everyone::
*No one likes Kalon already...i hope he goes home.
*tip one- she is a hopeless romantic
* of course all they can say is she is absolutely gorgeous
*chris your a weirdo with your bobble head of yourself & Emily...FREAK & a scene with the bobbleheads. but she thinks he is hot...hmm
*travis reminds me of Kasey Kahl from alis season
*doug relates being a single dad who has custody, his son austin wrote Emily a note, I like him too!!

OHHHH First Impression rose...

no one likes Kalon "helicopter guy"

Arie breaks the news he is a race car driver...she loves racing...its ok

First Impression Rose goes to.....DOUG!!!!! Austin won that one for him too!

Getting Roses Tonight:
Chris
Ryan
Kalon YUCK
Arie
Charlie
Jef
Nate
Sean
Joe
Kyle
Aaron
Alejandro
John
Alessandro
Michael
Stevie
Tony
Travis

My Favorites:
Ryan
Doug
Charlie

I am most looking forward to who referred to Rikki as "baggage" & who she told to get the f*** out of here!!!

::Us::

Its Summer Time

The Boys have been having so much fun playing with their stuff outside.

Here is a little update on them:

Kameron::
*sings the ABC's about 5 times a day when he is home, he is so smart
*loves his baby brother & is such a huge help with both brothers
*still would rather play with his loader tractor than anything
*helps with dishes & dinner every day when he is home
*is growing FAR to much & FAR to fast out of EVERYTHING
*loves his "educational" cartoons- mickey mouse, umizoomi & dora

Carter::
*is infatuated with Saved By The Bell, he knows all of their names
*is the most stubborn little boy I have ever met
*if he doesn't get his own way we see the real monster come out
*never goes to sleep before 10
*is getting so good at putting his own shoes on & on the right feet
*is still into dirtbikes:bradens, toy ones & movies

Wyatt::
*is up to 4-6 oz at every feeding
*is still in the 90th percentile for everything
*sleeps through the night:: 9:30-7
* loves to be standing up..my back hurts constantly from standing up
*has to snuggle a blanket every nap time & bed time
*has the cutest smile & giggle

I entered Wyatt in a Beautiful Baby contest with Bryana Likes Photography (if your in the Idaho Falls area look her up! She is amazing!!) anyways we had our pictures done last week & they turned out so so good! Definitely considering the circumstances. Carter cried & ran around the ENTIRE time & Wyatt cried too.
STINKERS!!
So those are a few from her blog:
www.bryanlikesphotography.com
& a few hanging out at the house.

::Here We Go Again::

Ugh So Freakin Annoying

Someone decided to hack my email address.

I kept getting christian mingle emails...15 daily...

ANNOYING.

So here we go again!