::Good In Goodbye::

I don't know what I would do without my husband. He is my rock. He understands EVERYTHING about me. He doesn't judge me & laughs at me when I am having a blonde moment (which happens 90% of the time we spend together). I listened to one of Carrie Underwood's new songs. Its all about how we think that a certain person is our one & only, when really he/she was only a step towards the one who really is perfect for us in every way.

We both had someone who we thought was the one. We both dated them throughout high school & gave up a lot for them. I was still jealous of Trev's ex when we were dating & the first year of our marriage. It seemed everywhere we were, everyone we knew & everything we did....she was in all the same places & hung out with all the same people. We just couldn't get away. Well once I got over it all I began to see what she is missing.

My husband had his first son in Dec of 2007. Kameron was not expected, but a WONDERFUL surprise. He is an amazing & fun little boy. Thankfully I am the only one he has ever known as his step-mom. Trevor grew up a lot when he found out he was going to be a dad. He is an amazing dad. I love him so much for that. The boys look up to him! I always knew I was going to have someone to stand by my side who loved me for me & would be an amazing father & supporter to our family. That he is & so much more. I am so proud of Trevor for standing up & being the dad Kam deserves & supporting him the way he deserves as well!



"Good In Goodbye"

I heard you laughing in a crowd outside a restaurant we used to go to I caught a glimpse that stopped me in my tracks It took me back You looked happy with that little girl up on your shoulders, happy I know where she got those crystal eyes of blue Time’s been sweet to you

[Chorus:] As bad as it was, as bad as it hurt I thank God I didn’t get what I thought that I deserved Sometimes life leads you down a different road When you’re holding on to someone that you gotta let go Someday you’ll see the reason why Sometimes, yeah, sometimes, there’s good in goodbye

I don’t regret it The time we had together I won’t forget it But we both ended up where we belong I guess goodbye made us strong And yeah I’m happy I found somebody too who makes me happy And I knew one day I’ll see you on the street And it’d be bittersweet

[Chorus:] But as bad as it was, as bad as it hurt I thank God I didn’t get what I thought that I deserved Sometimes life leads you down a different road When you’re holding on to someone that you gotta let go Someday you’ll see the reason why Yeah, sometimes, yeah sometimes, there’s good in goodbye Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

[Outro:] As bad as it was, yeah, as bad as it hurt I thank God I didn’t get what I thought that I deserved Sometimes life leads you down a different road When you’re holding on to someone that you got to let go Someday you’ll see the reason why Yeah, someday you’ll see the reason why There’s good in goodbye, yeah Yeah

There's good in goodbye, mmm