Monday, June 25, 2012

::I'm Washing My Dirtbike Mom::

Carter has this fascination with these 4 little girls that live one road down from us. I can definitely understand why...they are adorable! We were on our walk the other night & had to stop to say hi! They were over playin with the girls dad & here he comes out with these cute little squirt guns. They gave Carter one & sent one for Kam. We give him this bucket full of water & he washes his dad's car & his bike! He loves it!!
♥ kY
Friday, June 22, 2012

::MoMs ARE AmAzInG::

Seriously what you do without a mom?? I don't know what I would if anything happened & I lost my mom! I LOVE her! She is amazing. She still takes care of me even though I have my own babies to take care of! I have been still feeling really down & in this nasty little thing called depression Let me tell you I HATE IT. its not bad enough that I can't get outta bed, but it is bad enough that there are some days I slack on housework & getting myself ready. I feel horrible because even though my husband has a way good job it just seems like we get behind on bills & it kills me that I can't help.

Yes I know I am the mom & that's most important, but when I can't get myself ready because all I am doing is cleaning its brings me down & then I second guess everything & feel really yucky.

I was talking to my mom yesterday about being behind on things & just not being myself cuz lets face it in high school I cared more about what I looked like & now I feel like a huge slob... well I was telling her how much I hate my hair & really needed a change.

She made me a hair appointment today & I got my hair cut!

I love her! She is amazing & helps me with anything & everything.

p.s. my mom and sister are so amazing they even did my dishes picked up my living room & made my bed while I was gone....see AMAZING!!
♥ kY
Wednesday, June 20, 2012

::fAthErS dAy::

This is what the boys got their daddy for fathers day. It took a lot of hard work for this momma to get mr. carter bug to cooperate & take the picture. he is a little stubborn, ha it doesnt help both his parents are that way!!

We spent the morning with my dad.he is my hero & will always be. He is amazing to me & always has been. he is an amazing dad & grandpa! my boys love him & look up to him just as much as I do! i inherited his hard working, never give up attitude! he has the best humor & can make you laugh no matter what!

We then went to Firth for the next few days! Trevs parents do so much for us & Kam! since kam lives so close to them they usually take him as much as possible. they are amazing & just to give you an example of what a loving & amazing Grandpa Phil niece Megan was on her way home with a friend from Boise. they are going to school in Rexburg. Well outside of American Falls she broke she called and grandpa rushed to the rescue. He left as soon as he got off the phone & put his shoes on! Amazing, he would do ANYTHING for any of us!

This guy is my favorite of all!!
I love him so much! The boys look up to him & do everything just like him. I love to see the boys interact & play with him. He teaches them so much. When I had Wyatt, Trev really stepped up & helped out so much & has continued to help me out more & more each day! he works so hard to provide for us so I can stay home with the kids. I love being able to stay home & know that no matter what Trev will do whatever it takes to keep his family happy. He is such an amazing person, I dont tell him enough how much I appreciate everything he does for us!

♥ kY
Tuesday, June 12, 2012

::4 MoNtHs OlD::

WeIgHt:14.2 lbs
LeNgTH: 25 in
HeaD cIrc:16.5 in

Wow my little guy is getting so BIG so FAST. I can't believe it!

* he has his bottom 2 teeth already
* still sleeps all night from 9-8
* coos, smiles, & almost, kinda giggles
* reaches for his toys on the bouncer
* puts everything in his mouth, mostly fingers
* is still my snuggly baby boy

Saturday, June 2, 2012

::Good In Goodbye::

I don't know what I would do without my husband. He is my rock. He understands EVERYTHING about me. He doesn't judge me & laughs at me when I am having a blonde moment (which happens 90% of the time we spend together). I listened to one of Carrie Underwood's new songs. Its all about how we think that a certain person is our one & only, when really he/she was only a step towards the one who really is perfect for us in every way.

We both had someone who we thought was the one. We both dated them throughout high school & gave up a lot for them. I was still jealous of Trev's ex when we were dating & the first year of our marriage. It seemed everywhere we were, everyone we knew & everything we did....she was in all the same places & hung out with all the same people. We just couldn't get away. Well once I got over it all I began to see what she is missing.

My husband had his first son in Dec of 2007. Kameron was not expected, but a WONDERFUL surprise. He is an amazing & fun little boy. Thankfully I am the only one he has ever known as his step-mom. Trevor grew up a lot when he found out he was going to be a dad. He is an amazing dad. I love him so much for that. The boys look up to him! I always knew I was going to have someone to stand by my side who loved me for me & would be an amazing father & supporter to our family. That he is & so much more. I am so proud of Trevor for standing up & being the dad Kam deserves & supporting him the way he deserves as well!

"Good In Goodbye"

I heard you laughing in a crowd outside a restaurant we used to go to I caught a glimpse that stopped me in my tracks It took me back You looked happy with that little girl up on your shoulders, happy I know where she got those crystal eyes of blue Time’s been sweet to you

[Chorus:] As bad as it was, as bad as it hurt I thank God I didn’t get what I thought that I deserved Sometimes life leads you down a different road When you’re holding on to someone that you gotta let go Someday you’ll see the reason why Sometimes, yeah, sometimes, there’s good in goodbye

I don’t regret it The time we had together I won’t forget it But we both ended up where we belong I guess goodbye made us strong And yeah I’m happy I found somebody too who makes me happy And I knew one day I’ll see you on the street And it’d be bittersweet

[Chorus:] But as bad as it was, as bad as it hurt I thank God I didn’t get what I thought that I deserved Sometimes life leads you down a different road When you’re holding on to someone that you gotta let go Someday you’ll see the reason why Yeah, sometimes, yeah sometimes, there’s good in goodbye Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

[Outro:] As bad as it was, yeah, as bad as it hurt I thank God I didn’t get what I thought that I deserved Sometimes life leads you down a different road When you’re holding on to someone that you got to let go Someday you’ll see the reason why Yeah, someday you’ll see the reason why There’s good in goodbye, yeah Yeah

There's good in goodbye, mmm